You are too wonderful to be real…I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but I’m going to do everything I can to take care of you and make you happy. I’m not messing this up.
I feel really different now. I don’t ever want to conform to what someone else wants. I don’t want to try to be perfect for someone just so they stay. I have so much longing in my heart for becoming the me that I want to be. I want to travel everywhere and accomplish so much. And I NEVER want to hold any part of me in just to try to make someone love me, to try to make them stay.
I think this is what growing up really is. I love me and I want to continue to become me. I am so much happier now and this is only beginning. I truly believe that the right person will love me for who I am, and I am not sacrificing myself to MAKE someone the right person :)
I say the most awkward things sometimes, to which people to not respond back over text for years, and it makes me feel terribly embarrassed. Oh man, this was the worst one yet hahahah